
a moment when I say to myself, “what is my purpose in life?” or “what the hell am I doing with my precious life??”
I’m sick of just working for a paycheck each week, and I’m tired of applying to jobs that seem to fit into a certain lifestyle that is expected of me. I feel like I’m missing out on an essential part of my life simply because I’m trying to be something society wants me to be. Or something that is accepted by the norm, my parents want me to get a “real job” what the hell does that even mean? Something that will make them happy, and probably make me feel even more lost than I already am right now.
The times when I go to the gym and work out is when I feel motivated… but do I really feel motivated or is that just something that people have come to believe from social norms developed over time?
I’m sitting here in my pajamas, and think I should be out there doing something meaningful with my life… but what?? I would travel all over if I had the money, I think that would make me happy. Something right now is telling me this life is not cutting it. There has to be something more meaningful out there for me, something that is fulfilling and rewarding. Something that has absolutely nothing to do with working a 9-5 job slaving away for someone else’s benefit.
Well, I said I was having a serious moment to myself… I guess I’ll get dressed and try to figure out what I want to do for the rest of the day.
Florence + the Machine - You’ve Got The Love (Live @ Summerstage, NYC, 6.24.11) (by KiwisAgenda)
This was an amazing night :)
AMAZING…
Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love (by FlorenceMachineVEVO)
A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it’s left me blind
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
Katy Perry - “E.T.” (feat. Kanye West) Official Lyrics Video (by KatyPerryMusic)
I can’t wait for the video to drop on the 31st. This lyrical version is pretty cool, though :)
How to: ♡ Spring it! (via AndreasChoice)
I’m going to try this look out… maybe I’ll take pictures if I’m really ambitious
Miguel - Sure Thing (via MiguelVEVO)
I’ve definitely listened to this song about 50 times today.
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